I'm having a hard time enjoying the peace & quiet that comes during the evenings in which Glenn and the kids are all in bed relatively early.
I should be reveling in the joy of a couple hours to myself, but instead I find myself lonely.
Sad.
Anxious.
Depressed.
I could be scrapbooking, reading, folding clothes, day-dreaming, but instead I just sit.
And stare at the mind-numbing TV (can we just cancel our cable already???).
Or the computer.
I could be blogging and saying something, but instead I feel like nothing is good enough to say.
I mean, who wants to read about this crap?
And the rapture is happening tomorrow and I didn't even get to Flying Apron beforehand.
P.S. The rapture isn't really happening tomorrow.
P.P.S. Maybe soon I'll have something nice to say.
It happens though, that's the thing. Maybe people don't *want* to read it, but it's part of life. Sometimes letting the mind numb get it ready for the next day right?
ReplyDeleteI am in a similar cranky funk the past couple days. Don't know what it is, but I am sure we well both feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteI've been in a similar mood lately too. Your post pretty much described my evening last night.
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